I lost my son a year ago 29/3/17 my world collapsed that day. And i dont no how to deal with it . He was the Eldiest of 3 sons . And always the strong one . Iv been so low . And the thought of my others sons keeps me going they are my strength . They to are finding g it difficult to deal with . He was a very proud lad . 31 is no age it’s shatted me and my entire family x