My name is Ray I’m 36 years old I have been fighting anxiety and depression and ptsd my ex wife and myself lost our daughter to mis carriage a few years back and I lost myself I lost my family I fell into a dark spot that I can seem to get away from I tried to take my life to stop all the pain of living without my daughter pills cutting a gun nothing worked it wasn’t my time to go I’ve been a cutter since I was 7 years old nothing I’m proud of at all but life hasn’t always been good to me and now I have 3 boys I love with all my heart and couldn’t imagine not being here with them but I do have my days that I wishI could just be normal and not wanting to end my life.