At 930 am Saturday Match 24th my phone received an emergency text to call my Ex Husband George who resides on Florida. I called him. I had just gott
en a pedicure that morning and was on my way to mail my sons birthday card at the post office. My Ex told me that the Berrien County Coroners office notified him that my son shot himself at approximately 300 am. I had just spoken to him earlier that day. He seemed to be looking forward to my card and gift. Seeing me?
There was no note, no explanation,
I feel so heartbroken, deceived? He just had his 30th Birthday Match 20th. I never got to say goodbye. I was just getting on my feet financially to make a trip up to Indiana to see about his mental health, form a plan, bring him back to live with me. I feel an Overwhelming sense of guilt and failure. Depression. I fell I will Never Forgive myself. Brad shot himself in the head. He never told me he planned not to be alive to receive my birthday card. He ate dinner at a guys house he was doing work for. Actually they went out to a tavern to eat. They had a server take a photo if both that he sent to his Dad. Than shot himself at 300 am or thereabouts. I am heartbroken.