Nicky

I lost my natural father to suicide, I was taken into care when I was very young and then adopted so, I never did get to meet him.
I starting searching for him when I was 20, I was looking forward to seeing myself in someone else…
Hearing that he had passed away to suicide was devastating, I had so many questions that I had wanted to ask him. I was left wondering should I have looked for him sooner? Could I have saved him? Would he have been happy to see me? Would I make him proud? These are questions that will never be answered. It’s such a big loss losing someone you love at any time but it’s been hard that I never got to say Hello and Goodbye.